Sometimes it feels like my life in NYC is something out of a TV show. It’s “Law & Order” without the behind the scene editing, the days are a lot longer. It’s “Sex and the City” without the sex. It’s “Elementary” without the mystery. It’s “Gossip Girl” without the money and fame.
So what is left? Just a human being processing life events one day at a time.

I have become more sensitive to stress in the past weeks. I look forward to regaining my balance, so I don’t feel so anxious so easily. I have also been running on pure adrenaline for weeks, and it has finally ran out. My body is not producing it fast enough for me to be “on top of the world,” I am crashing a little bit. I feel so sore all over.